Promise always a promise......

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Just a random post about these few days school reopen....
Tired and lazy....@@
Didn't felt want to go school.....
Its end too fast....really fast.....><
Anyway...
School day was just bored....
Just give out those exam paper....
Well about the result....
Really not satisfied.....
Especially BM....
Oh shit thats suck.....!
Didn't write enough amount of word....
Shit...!shit...!shit...!
First time.....! Shit...!
Oh well let it be.....gonna to work more harder from now......
可以再次看到你跟你讲话是一个光荣的事....(:
Enjoy the second day of school very much....!
Playing around with friends....chatting.....soo much fun...!




 

死...
的感觉好吗...?
其实我有想过....
想离开这个世界.....
这个世界并不是我的....
想回去我原本该去的地方....
没错是天堂.....
死了不用再烦了....
难道我所做的一切你都没有看到吗?
或许你不相信我?
我和你都在同个世界....
我知道我这样想是不对
身为一位天主教......
哭了两天....痛了两天......
在主面前祈祷.....不停地流泪....
主耶稣......
我就交给您我所有的一切.....
您的选择就是我的选择......
我累了...不敢再想下去......
痛...哭了两天够了.....
如果可以的话我很想和小小就患上病..就快要离开的小孩子交换.....
他们比我跟需要.....
我等待您的答案...
Promise is promise....
I can't break my promise....
Well here it is.....
I had no idea how to talk to you so I just write it down......
Sorry I didn't tell you one on one....
Hope you understanding me......








Case close....

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