Emotional...

- October 12, 2013

Slept just 3hours that night. Don't ask me why cuz I dunno why either. >< Set two alarm before went to bed, scare overslept. 6.10 sharp first alarm rang. Just snooze the first alarm then started to rang the second alarm. =3= okay, guess God dun want me to be late. Reach to school on time. Okay, that's really awkward. Just one junior and thats me attend for the duty with three form 4 senior. That's what happen when things inform in last minute. Discuss about kem negeri and training for pangkat with seniors. What so special about today until we all been called was there was a special event and prizes given for those attend koko in sekolah, negeri and kebangsaan. We been called to fulfill this event. =3= sleeping mood on. People says that music give everything and I found out its true! Sleeping mood suddenly off when the harmonica performance plus the guitar. Nice performance! Event ends at 10, 2hours earlier than expected. Went for window shopping at parkson. Well its sure a lot of things to see! Try out one of the jeans. Too long for me.=3= Wait mum at church. While on the way, meet an old lady carry full of grocery crossing the road near the bridge connect our church and kajang town. Lift my helping hand to the old lady by helping her carry the grocery. Found my muscle is useful neither than using it for revenge and fighting. Thank you God. (: Had a short conversation with the lady while walking toward the tabit cina clinic. And she actually talk with me in chinese! oh wow. maybe because my cadet t-shirt had our school logo printed on it. Good eyesight! She thank me and hope she could see me once again every week. Haha xD oh ya she was one of our primary school retirement teacher. Didn't saw before paiseh>< reach home and slept for two hours. About today mass, well we expect it will be crowded due tomorrow won't be any mass in all parish. All celebrate Marian Rally at Kelana Jaya Stadium. Help my sis in AV. Fabian came late today due he just came back from nowhere. When he open his pendrive, doomed. The mass slide can't be open due Pravin copy it using shortcut method. That's why shortcut won't lead us to faster way but make it even worst. So Fabian decided to ran back to Steven house and copy the mass slide. AV's room more like a visitor room. A lot of our seniors and other ministry came in including Fabian bro, Victor. Right after the reading of Youcate, Fabian came in with the mass slide. Just then Victor came in too with Jodanna. After the chaos, Victor asked Fabian to leave AV room in an angry tone due is already enough people. He spoke to Fabian in Chinese so just me and my sis knew what he said.

"这里很多人了，你出去!"

"I'm suppose to be on duty!"

"已经很多人了，你出去!"

My anger gonna start any minute now. How could he do that to his brother?! Is not his fault about the mass slide. He did his best to get the mass slide no matter how. And because of this you mad at him?! The person who actually need to leave is YOU! You shouldn't be here! Your job has done by bringing Jodanna in for mass slide. I was about the scold him but I manage to control it. Once again thank you Lord. I've made my decision, took my bag and leave AV room during the first reading. I dun want Fabian to be force by his brother to leave so I leave. Well its good too before I expose my anger. Awkward moment when every one sitting listen to the reading with their eyes toward me due I'm the only one standing and seeking for place. After mass sis told me that Fabian was in emo situation whole mass going on. He was totally angry about his bro. Well sure indeed if this happen to me I will do it the same too. Whats wrong with that guy?! Urgh!

Oh ya planted out message plant by scholastic with my sis.